I knew it...

Okay, so I invited E and J for dinner. I wanted to see the kids and have everyone over. Iknew something was going on because of the cold shoulder I was getting from J. Well, we had a nice swim, dinner, and I was making ice cream cones for everyone and suddenly J and E were missing. I heard them argueing in the bathroom and then J comes flying out and yelling for A to get her things there were going right now! So then, E and J were outside fighting and the little bitch was screaming at E and she comes in a yanks C out of my arms screams that this time it's not my fault, but it usually is. She runs out to the car after she throws the carseat into the back seat. A goes running out and I go out too. M and B, C and S, all went out. She was screaming at the top of her lungs for the most drama, that she is going to get a divorce and it's all my fault. After a long arguement between her and I and E yelling once in a while, they took off out of the driveway. M yells to at least let the kids stay here. They brought A back and she was crying and crying and so was I. J the bitch says that I only cry to make everyone feel sorry for me which is a big fat stupid lie. I cry when I get overwhelmed with the situation and she totally hurt my feelings by saying the only aruging her and E do is over me and A. Well, she can go blow her brains out or do whatever, run home to her mom and dad because I don't care. If she happens to get a divorce she cannot blame me. She is such a jerk. I wish it wasn't like this but it is. She says she has a list of 25 things I've done that have made her mad. Who cares? Not me. I could probably make a list of 100 things she's done, but I'm trying to get along, but not now. It's too bad. It could have been a lot of fun. They say I think I'm A's mom. which I do not. I've never acted like that at all. I'm not sure what to do. I' guess give them some breathing room. I hope I never have to see her again. Too bad, I don't want to miss out on C's life and I love my son but she doesn't want us involved with them.