Still Detoxing-Day 1

He's asleep. I have reached out to others with experience in this and other addictions. I think it might help me. I would rather run away. Just take off. with my sweet dog and leave all this crap behind. I'm so over taking care of everyone. M feels like crap. Sore, fever, vomiting, aching all over. I'm glad. I want him to be very sick, sicker than he's ever been. He ate a little food, not much for a 20 y.o. man, but a little. I hope with our love and support, he can beat this, without his destructive gf. she needs to stay away. The person who is giving advice says it will take at least 5 days. Day 3 being the worst of it. We'll see...